With all the commotion of the holidays I haven't had much time to post lately. Suffice to say, it's been an "interesting" year. If my blood work comes back normal I will begin HRT on the 17th of this month. Obviously this will be the begining of a major change in my life, and I like the fact that I'm going to begin this journey at the start of the new year.
In regards to me gender orientation I still consider myself bigender. Sometimes I lean hard towards going MTF, but I always come back to guy mode. Lately I've been worried that once I start hormones I might slide all the way into that camp, but worrying is a lot of work and I'm going to do my best to just take it one day at a time from now on.
My dysphoria has been very bad lately and this is the year when things will finally start to happen to change my physical appear to better reflect how I feel inside. As I mentioned hormones start on the 17th for one. Secondly, I have a follow-up appointment with the dermatologist and I'm going to see if the VA will do the laser resurfacing that I'm going to get done for my face. They proboboly won't, but if they can it will save me a ton on money so it dosen't hurt to try. If they say that they won't, I already have a Dr. out in town who I would like to do it and I will call for a consultation that same day.
So that's where I stand today. I'm sure it's going to be another "interesting" year. Hopefully it will be one that brings me closer to finding inner peace, which is what I wish for everyone.
Love,
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