Wow, so last night I was falling apart but today I feel relatively fine. (If not tired from staying up so late.) While I'm feeling pretty depressed in guy mode (which I'm in now) when I'm in girl mode sometimes the dysphoria is unbearable.
I'm currently trying to get on HRT (hormone replacement therapy) but my psychiatrist is shit and he's not returning my calls. Monday morning I'm going to call my regular Doc (who is awesome) and try to get her to help me.
I'm a military vet and I get all my care from the VA. My plan is to get the hormones from them and to also get refereed out to see a gender therapist. I have a fun weekend planned so I'll report when I return.
<Sigh> One day at a time.
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